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now i know how joan of arc felt.
summer was supposed to take the pain away, and it did. however, lingers does the infliction. its mostly boredom, but i'm not entirely happy. and i feel that i am trying quite hard. there is just no one else in on it with me. its hard to feel complete when you are very very much alone.
in short: no one returns texts/ims/calls. and if it is my fault i want to know. so a god or a jesus should slap me with a sign or some.
life isn't bad though, i'm accomplishing a bit. my room is mostly clean, my schoolwork is mostly done, i've been doing crossword puzzles without cheating, reading stories in one sitting, opening my eyes to things i'd usually close them to. it would just feel more real with someone to share it with.
p diddy? jobros?
1:33 am - November 16, 2008
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