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i think maybe under all the pressure to be the best, this summer has crumbled and fallen to tiny flakes of WORST SUMMER EVER. i feel very angry now with a hint of depressed. my family is very poor, i couldn't manage to find a job, i am routinely disappointed/disappointing by/to everyone i've ever seen. oh god, it hasn't even been that bad. just so fucking in the middle that i have no desire to look up or down. maybe i don't spend enough time in nature. i know that i don't.
9:27 pm - August 04, 2009
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