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sassafrass
i get so many chances. one of these days i hope to never need them. i think i might go christmas shopping tomorrow. i just want it over with. i have 230 dollars left. goddamn my expensive tastes. i shouldn't have bought this ipod which i have already scratched the screen of and dirtied the goddamn spinny wheel with my filthy little newsprint fingertips. the ups guy never knocks loud enough so i'm going to have to leave him a forceful note. none of this is any of my real concern, i'm just so bored of my life that the most trivial and asinine things are becoming stress-factors out of necessity. i need to feel strained. i feel like there is something i have to do or something i am forgetting all the time. but i did go to the prom so that can't be it, pretty in pink!
1:40 am - November 10, 2009
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