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a thousand memories and too much wine, etc..
at night i have sad (happy) dreams that will never come true. and i wake up and have to remember that these are things i cannot control and that i had better just forget about the time i spend sleeping because it never is productive and it always puts me back about five miles. and then i listen to "carry me ohio" and i feel like i'm in a 90's movie about a girl who has a hard time realizing she is not a teenager anymore and that good things were never owed to her so she'd better just forget everything. and then i call my mom and whisper until i cry.
4:53 pm - May 27, 2010
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