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we are creatures of the wind.
i was at a gay bar the other day. and everyone knew i wasn't gay. and no one understood how. apparently. the forest next door brought somebody home and so i stayed downstairs all night watching msnbc and clenching my jaw. so theres that.
six more days until kevin drew and i get together. i miss t-diddy. i dream about it. remembering the days i had a purpose on the streets. i get a real boner for stepping on the backs of peoples shoes and not knowing when to cross the fucking street. foolish anxieties and never saying "excuse me" in the same voice twice. squinting at pseudo-celebrities and spilling iced tea all over my bitch self at osgoode.
and last night i had a sexy dream about a nerd from high school. a NERD. from HIGH SCHOOL. waking up with that kind of thing knocking on the back door.. not comfortable. pun intended.
8:03 pm - June 13, 2010
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