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oh christ.
everything i hate about religion i learned from jesus christ superstar.
everything i love about the world scares me. it terrifies me that we are members of an intense group who live in space and kill anything that gets in the way of our systems of gain and loss.. sometimes i can't handle it because i know that i don't want what is possible.
sometimes i consider that life goes the way you expect it to. manifest destiny of some other colour. our experiences are unique to us and everything we see and believe and feel and trust is all cranial.
sometimes i smoke too much weed. i think my feelings about jesus are influenced too much by they way he is portrayed in movies and how i prefer to feel sympathetic towards everything. i wish i was as willing to believe in god as i am in the magnificence of the mind.
6:58 pm - November 29, 2010
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