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i am still alive in love and wide eyed in my time
this year has been absolutely out of control, outrageous, intense and rough as hell. i lived in a house that brought out the best and worst in all 8 goddamn people that inhabited it. cemented all the friendships and relationships that it incubated. it's a fucking miracle no one died over the course of those 3 months.
this new chapter is enlightening and rewarding. i'm in love for the first time. i feel secure and am drinking less. i have a thousand jobs and even if i'm hung over i've gotten pretty good at faking knowing whats going on. in the past 9 months i've not met a single person who's disliked me for a legitimate reason. i'm beginning to embrace who i am and enjoy the repercussions of revealing myself to a new audience. my life is slowly becoming everything i've ever wanted it to be. successful, happy... fucking driven.
focusing on the past is not always a brilliant idea, but that darkest period was the greatest learning experience i could have happened upon. and i just got lucky enough to fall in with the most amazing and beautiful people i've ever met. they inspire me to do everything i dream of.
see ya in novel city.
7:02 am - September 05, 2012
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