-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
mmm mmm mmm mmmMMMmmm.
whenever i ride the subway i remember what it was like to have him beside me with his arm around me. and i can't help but to remember that one last time we rode together. while he was uncomfortably silent. and i was fumingly silent. and we both got off at my stop and i said "but..." and he said "it's ok, i'll get the next one." and i held him for probably five seconds that felt like two. and pulled away. and walked up those stairs. slowly. wanting to look back. wanting to run back. red-faced.
and i've made mixes. and i don't believe hes heard them. but i've heard his. and if it can be for me, if it would be for me, it was perfect. i like him way too much to let that be the last time i see him. i swearz it. to let an entire month ago be the last time i fuxxxxx him. just you wait and see, de-lovely. i can be bigger(not literally) and better than you ever thoughhttttttttt.
1:30 am - March 27, 2010
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
