it's so cold in alaska

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i hope i don't sound too ungrateful.

ugh. i think i forgot how to use words. it feels good to be typing this from the bed that i sleep in. i keep rolling from bed to bed that isn't really mine, but i'm allowed to put my sheets on. this just made me nervous because i realize now that the only bed that really belongs to me is a twin that is 4 hours away. nervousness passed like gas. it is almost impossible for anything to bother me anymore. except sometimes money. and usually dreams about former lovers. i keep scorning them.

whatever, i just want to be happy. and i am. and its only getting bigger.

3:29 am - May 14, 2010

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