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yhflk/
lately in my dreams i have been doing all the things i wish i could do in real life. telling people off, travelling, having sex with basketball players and men from greece. no no. but really. i have a hard time being true to my own feelings and i dont know if its because of being insecure or needing to do my best at pleasing those around me. maybe a mixture. everything i want is so possible, but i am just a scared little puss. i have been riding bikes and walking places drunk and genuinely liking my friends. so theres a start at the good shit. i always start well, but then i never finish. someday soon. ohh i don't know, pal. maybe i just need another good sing-along.
2:42 pm - June 21, 2009
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